i hate those quotes that say that life isn't worth living without love. or some shit like that.
because all they say to me is 'you loved, now all you have left is to die.'
and that's bullshit.
although i'd have difficulties denying the quotation. i mean, everyone just sortof takes quotes like that to be true.
and then i look up and see the moon. and like harold and his purple crayon, the moon always comes along. at least i'll always have the moon. well, except for those nights when it isn't there. but then science tells me that it will always come back.
thank the universe for science.
and then the universe makes a black cat named louie run across my path and meow and rub against my legs, and tell me that he loves me, and i remember that, oh yes, he is one of those reasons, like flowers, that life is beautiful. louie and flowers and music and . . .
i don't want to die or anything. i just wish that i could live and have that love too.
fuck you, sebastian reidick. i don't even know your middle name.
and it isn't your fault; its mine. for believing in something.

i still wish that you loved me.